Hello people haha it has been a long time since I posted the latest post. I actually wanted to post something at first, but it ended with sleeping or "studying". Many things I want to talk to and let's begin.....
First, I'm in a 12 grade senior high school student and soon I'll go to college. Being a 12 grader is verrrrrry tiring. Tasks, exams, and tryouts are like my everyday meals. I'll face the first school's tryout tomorrow and wish me luck for this. I'm really hoping I can do my best and get good scores. Amen. Well, about college, at first I really want to be an interior design. I just love design houses or the interior of buildings. But my dad told me that being an interior designer is NOT a job, it's about hobby. I can't take major in interior design while I can take better than that. So that's why I won't take interior design faculty. Then I decided to take architecture because it's still related to designing houses and buildings. But then I think being an architecture is not so good enough. I can't draw hehe and also nowadays there are many buildings in this world and when it comes to me become an architect, there will be no places left for me to build something. This world is like already seas of buildings.
After thinking about which faculty I should probably join, I decided to take pharmacy. Being a pharmacist is really exciting! Not only about that, but also about taking the jobs. Being a pharmacist is easy to get a job, that's why I would love to take pharmacy as my stepping stone. Afterward, when I did a chemistry exam, I've tried so hard to understand the material. But then I failed at that test. Because of this, I have no motivation to join the pharmacy faculty. So I'm thinking about going in another faculties which are easier than pharmacy. My dad said that environment engineering is also great, and also in the next years later on "global warming" is a really big problem so it would actually needed.
When I was searching on the internet what is apparently the environment engineers do, I was like "ohhh, well, not as exciting as pharmacy". Because of this thought, I became more careful in thinking about faculties. After talking with my parents and "wiser" friends, they all said that if you want to do something that you actually can't but you have such a big motivation on that, nothing is impossible. so that, at last, I'll take pharmacy again hehe people say that pharmacy is harder than becoming a doctor. But I actually ignore that thoughts and just keep moving forward. Things are hard if you just keep it in your mind without doing it, that's what someone said to me.
Yesterday is really such a tiring day. I went to Quin to study for the upcoming tryouts at 9 a.m then after that I had an iBT TOEFL test. I felt really sleepy and tired. When I was doing the reading, I felt really sleepy. It's like I wanted to close my eyes and go to sleep. The result is I'm bad at both speaking and reading. Well, I've tried my best hehe
I have to go now and study for tomorrow's tryouts. bye and wish me luck :)
have a good day....................
kemana?
1 week ago

